Seriously Need some help, I'm losing my mind.

[Shreesh]

So I got my chart checked and astrologer said that I'm going to be a big criminal in future and have a miserable end and this is nit the first one to say so. I know I've angarak yoga, I have aggressive thoughts..yes. I have took aggressive actions..yes. Have I got thought of slaying someone? Yes because lot of people have wronged me, physically, mentally emotionally as a child. Do I burn in fire of revenge 24/7? And finding an opportunity to do what I'm waiting? YES. Anyone who got sexually touched when he had no sense of this world would. Anyone who was used by everyone would. All I did was help and cut my damn arm off for everyone and all I got in return is trauma, which don't let me sleep at nights. Sometimes I think about suicide but I know it's not the end, and I'll reincarnate and have to start from 0 again, so overall I have no choice but to see how things unfold. </3

I know yall might be like "this guy is ruining vibe" but try to understand that only thing which is going in my mind is either blowing myself up or someone else. I'm tired. I can't control these thoughts, hell I can't even help my fingers while I type this. I don't wanna go on that path, all I wanna do is create a big business empire, have power and Change this crooked system, curropted people have created..protect the weak who's getting crushed.

22/02/2004 | 5:00 AM | Srinagar Garhwal, Uttarakhand. Help me if you could. Thank You.

[Surya_1]

So I got my chart checked and astrologer said that I'm going to be a big criminal in future and have a miserable end and this is nit the first one to say so. I know I've angarak yoga, I have aggressive thoughts..yes. I have took aggressive actions..yes. Have I got thought of slaying someone? Yes because lot of people have wronged me, physically, mentally emotionally as a child. Do I burn in fire of revenge 24/7? And finding an opportunity to do what I'm waiting? YES. Anyone who got sexually touched when he had no sense of this world would. Anyone who was used by everyone would. All I did was help and cut my damn arm off for everyone and all I got in return is trauma, which don't let me sleep at nights. Sometimes I think about suicide but I know it's not the end, and I'll reincarnate and have to start from 0 again, so overall I have no choice but to see how things unfold. </3

I know yall might be like "this guy is ruining vibe" but try to understand that only thing which is going in my mind is either blowing myself up or someone else. I'm tired. I can't control these thoughts, hell I can't even help my fingers while I type this. I don't wanna go on that path, all I wanna do is create a big business empire, have power and Change this crooked system, curropted people have created..protect the weak who's getting crushed.

22/02/2004 | 5:00 AM | Srinagar Garhwal, Uttarakhand. Help me if you could. Thank You.

DM me