Is there anything wrong with me?!

[Shinz]

Hi,
DOB: 29/01/1995
TOB: 9:10 AM
POB: Angamali, Kerala, India

This is a request for career in general.

From the final year of engineering, I have only been through losses only. It all started when I couldn't get along with a guy who was completely undedicated to his craft. But unlike some other men who could assert themselves physically and get the job done from other people through anger, I tend to shrink in front of my opponents especially if they are bigger or stronger which induces a fear of getting hit. Ever since then I have been completely uncomfortable expressing my anger and been emotionally numb to forms of emotions. (A couple weeks back a friend died and I didn't know how to console his sister. When you block one emotion you block all others and tend to get into depression which I currently am in.)

Because of this, I have been in complete unemployment for the past 2 years with only 5 months of work experience in between.
Previously I have heard that my chart was completely afflicted with saturn in lagna Mars and mercury retrograde and other stuff.

What should I do to function as a completely effective human being in the work place ---should i take up a competitive sport such as mma or wrestling which would allow me be to comfortable taking punches in and throwing punches out. Sometimes I feel when working with stupid people, a sharp clout to the jaw is all that's required to keep them in place.

[Surya_1]

Post september this year, there will be major changes in life. with right efforts, good career progression is seen. emotion inteligence is something you have work upon, if right efforts not invested on this topic can lead to only pain and overall slump in life till 2023.
Your friends or people outside your family will unlock opportunities.

Please do Sundarakanda parayana often. Pray to Lord Anjaneya or Lord Narsimha Swami for good upliftment overall.