NO LOVE in entire LIFE

[Siddharth100]

I am facing loneliness for a couple of months now as i am also emotionally destroyed even materially also destroyed and also, i dont have any girl in my life since i was born all my i knew were same as me but everybody has some romantic patner .to be honest i am not at all boring infact good in conversation n all but 0 results . Now i have started developing mental fear and doubt about my self which some times lead me to sucidal thoughs , all my love attempts fail all my life is going to be lonely i dont want to live like this where i see all others enjoying with there patners etc . I have also noticed nowdays i have started develop hate agains opposite gender . I knw that's not a good idea but. As i told emotionally destroyed and hopeless . I am currently in USA i don't know but sometimes i think i am going to give up on my life soon . Earlier an astrologer said me you are in sade sati and your 5th lord is saturn so no chance of love and romance.

3 may 1999
17:19 pm
Kalyan maharashtra india
Gender : M