Relationships constantly break off and unsuitable suitors

[angel121]

Hello All

I have had quite a few relationships and 'almost' relationships. All these relations seem to break off. The reasons for breaking off are sometimes out of my control. To be honest, a lot of the men I come into contact with are not suitable for marriage, either their traits are not compatible or they are not hindu. I'm so frustrated. I've started to lose interest in relationships and marriage, despite my deep desire to marry. I have had the opportunity to marry, but those who had proposed, were unsuitable or from a different race or religion. I get depressed and burst into tears looking at others wedding pictures and videos these days. I live in abit of a emotionally toxic environment, so marriage is also represents an escape from that (I know it's not a healthy perspective). I am not short of male attention , but I attract the wrong caliber of men. I really don't know what else to do.I have tried almost everything to put myself out there to meet people. I thought I had met someone compatible and looking for commitment late last year, but that too broke off, because he found a job abroad and moved away. Presently, there is someone who keeps expressing his interest in marriage, but he's orthodox Muslim and I can't give up my religion. Any insight would be appreciated.

25/09/1989
12.48pm (noon)
Durban, KwaZulu-Natal, South Africa