Hi,
My birth details are given below. I tried to end my life during Dec2012-Feb2013 period. Everything was fine and I was expecting my first child in March. Suddenly, I got news that I have been transferred to Mumbai. I took extreme STEP to end my life. I survived and my luck took a complete turn. Is this because of SASA yoga? Or, something else?
DOB: 07-April-1983
Gender: Male
Time: 08:30 PM
Place: Bihar Sharif, Bihar
Coordinate: Long/Lat - 85.4569E/ 25.2748N
Regards,
Nikhil
What prompted me to commit unsuccesful Suicide?
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karthik1984
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Hi, are you spiritual person now ?? Can you give this feedback.
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vedicmaths
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hello nikhil,
Do you remember the date and time of the attempt ? You have mentioned a three
month window which is confusing.
truly yours,
vedicmaths
Do you remember the date and time of the attempt ? You have mentioned a three
month window which is confusing.
truly yours,
vedicmaths
I would like to ask you if you were suffering from depression anytime ? Please let me know, because the time period you have mentioned is a CHHIDRA DASHA PERIOD i.e. JUP-JUP-JUP , hence no prediction can be given for 1/2012-3/2014.But from your birth chart which is a libra ascendant, has its lord Venus afflicted. Libra has a scale as its symbol which represents a persons mental equilibrium. Hence the event you had was only a consequence of your sentimental nature which had an outburst due to depression and aggression combinations present in Venus.
Please don't take my words personally my prediction is only based on the combinations present in your birth chart.
Cruiser
Please don't take my words personally my prediction is only based on the combinations present in your birth chart.
Cruiser
It happened between 18-Feb 2013 to 24-Feb 2013. I took heavy doase of slipping pills in night after 7 PM.But, surprisingly, I become spiritually more conscious and did meditations for hours after having medicines. Next day I attended office as usual as if nothing happened and did my meditation as usual. But, by next day my situation worsened by evening and I was hospitalized in late evening. But, surprisingly, I was in meditative state even in hospital fully aware of through my subconscious. Probably, ill effects were contained due to intense meditation.
My child (son) was born on 18 March 2013 at 20:10 in Kanpur.
Hope these info will help analyse effects of planets on human psychology and events.
My child (son) was born on 18 March 2013 at 20:10 in Kanpur.
Hope these info will help analyse effects of planets on human psychology and events.
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joyd
yours case is very interesting astrologically.so i want to analyse it in depth.so for it i need your hospital admitted date in feb-2013.Hope you must have that admitted record in your files.search leisurely and post that date here.I can give my analysis without that date too but i want to double check the accuracy of astrological rules in this kind of incidents.Take your own time and try to find out and post that admitted date.
joyd.
joyd.
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joyd
This incident happened in 3-6 lord dasa -antara. Ketu in 3rd house,which is 8th from 8th.ketu rules paranormal & Spiritual planet.jup-jup-ket-sat-ket subs played their role well in this incident.Dasa lord in papa karthari of saturn-ketu.jupiters retro bring back you to normal life.ketu in natural dharma house sagittarius and it has Pranapada,made you under meditation during this entire act.This pranapada rasi under the aspect of both HL-SL,Which means that you have to live to enjoy both wealth and long life.This is the reason behind your attempt to die incident failure.5th lord of poorva punya is in exaltation and in retro gave a second life to you in this incident too.
If we view this incident from arrodas-saturn is in A3[Death like experience]A5-[Recovery from this experience]A11[gain or profit in longevity]sign of Libra.
In simple words Ketu created the screenplay for this incident with the help of dasa lord jupiter & Rahu-saturn completed their role by bestowing the longevity to native.
joyd.
If we view this incident from arrodas-saturn is in A3[Death like experience]A5-[Recovery from this experience]A11[gain or profit in longevity]sign of Libra.
In simple words Ketu created the screenplay for this incident with the help of dasa lord jupiter & Rahu-saturn completed their role by bestowing the longevity to native.
joyd.
Thanks joyd for extraordinary interpretation.
But, why do i want to attain moksa/salvation despite lack of moksa yoga in my kundali?
Many unknown people have pointed out, while walking on streets, to me that I have some sort of aura around me. They tell that my face becomes mysteriously luminous. People start asking akward questions like do I eat non-veg or not etc.
Sometimes, I feel I do not belong to this world and get bored, and I close my eyes and starts wandering in deep space roaming on different planets which makes me happy.
I am terrified and worried about myself. I am loosing my interest in worldly pleasure like money, comfort, sex etc. Considering that I have one kid and wife to take care of, I become anxious that I may not be able to execute my responsibility.
But, why do i want to attain moksa/salvation despite lack of moksa yoga in my kundali?
Many unknown people have pointed out, while walking on streets, to me that I have some sort of aura around me. They tell that my face becomes mysteriously luminous. People start asking akward questions like do I eat non-veg or not etc.
Sometimes, I feel I do not belong to this world and get bored, and I close my eyes and starts wandering in deep space roaming on different planets which makes me happy.
I am terrified and worried about myself. I am loosing my interest in worldly pleasure like money, comfort, sex etc. Considering that I have one kid and wife to take care of, I become anxious that I may not be able to execute my responsibility.
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vedicmaths
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hello nikhil
did you take the sleeping pills between 2147 hrs to 0004 hrs ?
As per the ayanamsa i use, jupiter is maheswara ( who can take the soul from the body )in your chart.
Jupiter is in ' maheswara' shastiamsa, probably not wanting to take the soul away. Transit Jupiter was
aspecting the natal jupiter closely.
Shoola dasa is used to time the death. Shoola dasa of Cn / Ar /Pi was running. All three have the
aspect of jupiter ( a mix of both rasi and graha ). In the chart, cancer is aspected by krooras namely
rahu, saturn and mars.
On the event date, transiting rahu was over your natal lagna !
If you can zero in on the time of taking pilss, that would throw light to understand few basic principles
truly yours,
vedicmaths
did you take the sleeping pills between 2147 hrs to 0004 hrs ?
As per the ayanamsa i use, jupiter is maheswara ( who can take the soul from the body )in your chart.
Jupiter is in ' maheswara' shastiamsa, probably not wanting to take the soul away. Transit Jupiter was
aspecting the natal jupiter closely.
Shoola dasa is used to time the death. Shoola dasa of Cn / Ar /Pi was running. All three have the
aspect of jupiter ( a mix of both rasi and graha ). In the chart, cancer is aspected by krooras namely
rahu, saturn and mars.
On the event date, transiting rahu was over your natal lagna !
If you can zero in on the time of taking pilss, that would throw light to understand few basic principles
truly yours,
vedicmaths
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joyd
Nikhil-Re read my previous reply with deep sense,it gives you all the replies that you are posed in your latest reply.you have to understand it very deeply why bcz my reply is with simple words but they have phanthamous inner meaning.If you still not able catch the points,then i will reply to you.
joyd.
joyd.
Yes, I took medicinde after 9 PM and before 12 AM.
There is also one CORRECTION in dates( previously mentioned dates I found from medical receipt too but those dates faded away and not much visible.So, I corroborated with phone call records) on which I took those medicines and hospitalization dates. This happened because of MISSING DAY because of influence of medicine. Even in hospital, doctors were asking about this MISSING day which happened to be next day after taking medicines and during which I could not remember anything.
24/02: took medicine in night
25/02: Attended office and did other activities and meditation
normally but memory MISSING. Faced sleeplessness.
26/02: Conditioned became critical and was admitted to hospital
at 5:30 PM.
One more interesting incident happened on 25th night. I usually had a very strained relationship with my father, so not much good on talking terms. I got, suddenly, call from my father In late night after 1 am inquiring my health which surprised me.
As, context were created in such a mystical manner that I had to be alone. I sent my wife to her parents as she wanted to meet them and my parents were not with me as my father being government employee was in different city.
So, my few close friends were with me during my worst time.
There is also one CORRECTION in dates( previously mentioned dates I found from medical receipt too but those dates faded away and not much visible.So, I corroborated with phone call records) on which I took those medicines and hospitalization dates. This happened because of MISSING DAY because of influence of medicine. Even in hospital, doctors were asking about this MISSING day which happened to be next day after taking medicines and during which I could not remember anything.
24/02: took medicine in night
25/02: Attended office and did other activities and meditation
normally but memory MISSING. Faced sleeplessness.
26/02: Conditioned became critical and was admitted to hospital
at 5:30 PM.
One more interesting incident happened on 25th night. I usually had a very strained relationship with my father, so not much good on talking terms. I got, suddenly, call from my father In late night after 1 am inquiring my health which surprised me.
As, context were created in such a mystical manner that I had to be alone. I sent my wife to her parents as she wanted to meet them and my parents were not with me as my father being government employee was in different city.
So, my few close friends were with me during my worst time.
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hello nikhil,
thanks for the info
truly yours,
vedicmaths
thanks for the info
truly yours,
vedicmaths
Thanks Joyd ji and other renowned astrologers for your great support in helping me understand the purpose of my existence.
I asked these queries as I really got troubled in life beyond measure. Same problem occurred after long gap of 4 year in 2017 - I found myself alien in this world. So, I decided to abandon everything. I will stay few days in Rameshwaram and then I will proceed towards some not-easly-accessible place where I could look into my soul and spend my time with virgin beauty of nature.
I am really not much aware of what planetary positions tells about success of my endeavour. But, in case I get a chance to post my experience I will certainly update you all about my experience.
Enjoy,
Nikhil
I asked these queries as I really got troubled in life beyond measure. Same problem occurred after long gap of 4 year in 2017 - I found myself alien in this world. So, I decided to abandon everything. I will stay few days in Rameshwaram and then I will proceed towards some not-easly-accessible place where I could look into my soul and spend my time with virgin beauty of nature.
I am really not much aware of what planetary positions tells about success of my endeavour. But, in case I get a chance to post my experience I will certainly update you all about my experience.
Enjoy,
Nikhil
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नमः शिवाय!
I've tried April 8th 1983 8:30 P.M. the lagna should almost remain at same degree right? Yes JHora showed the same! Now it calculated A5 correctly! Now It's in Gemini
Even in my horoscope A3 is in wrong position as per JHora. I've seen so many horoscopes in which JHora shows wrong calculation pertains to Aaroodha paadaas.
Thanks
Joyd bhaiyya, Saturn is not in A5. Please check it because 5th lord Aquarius Saturn is in Lagna, Which came 9 places from 5th place. So, 9th from Libra becomes A5 isn't it? So, A5 should be in Gemini right? All Aaroodhaas are calculated correctly by JHora except A5.joyd wrote: 08 Nov 2017 If we view this incident from arrodas-saturn is in A3[Death like experience]A5-[Recovery from this experience]A11[gain or profit in longevity]sign of Libra.
I've tried April 8th 1983 8:30 P.M. the lagna should almost remain at same degree right? Yes JHora showed the same! Now it calculated A5 correctly! Now It's in Gemini
Even in my horoscope A3 is in wrong position as per JHora. I've seen so many horoscopes in which JHora shows wrong calculation pertains to Aaroodha paadaas.
Thanks
वागर्थाविव संपृक्तौ वागर्थप्रतिपत्तये।
जगतः पितरौ वन्दे पार्वतीपरमेश्वरौ॥
By महा कवि कालिदास in रघुवंशम्
श्रुति स्मृति पुराणाणां आलयं करुणालयं |
नमामि भगवत्पादम् शङ्करं लोकशङ्करं ||
जगतः पितरौ वन्दे पार्वतीपरमेश्वरौ॥
By महा कवि कालिदास in रघुवंशम्
श्रुति स्मृति पुराणाणां आलयं करुणालयं |
नमामि भगवत्पादम् शङ्करं लोकशङ्करं ||
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joyd
Dear VS-For you it takes some more months or perhaps years to understand what i wrote in my reply indepthly. Try to meditate and understood properly waht my reply contains.Still you are in basic additions and substractions and not trying to see the things with deep vision.when i mentioned A5 ,it has two different angles of application and vision.Try to find out them-LOL..
JOYD.
JOYD.
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I will stay few days in Rameshwaram and then I will proceed towards some not-easly-accessible place where I could look into my soul and spend my time with virgin beauty of nature.
Enjoy,
Nikhil
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Hi All,
Thanks for keeping this thread alive so long. I really forgot to update further- I had made plan to leave this material world out of my depression, but, surprisingly, I got a job which involved a lot of travel across country and it helped me to overcome my loneliness.
However, one thing I am sure that I my Saturn lies in 12th house because I see many features of Saturn in 12th like no friends/no scial contacts, depression/ suicidal tendency, low self-esteem, irrational ambition, spiritual orientation, sorrow, medium height, slight fair skin, lean and thin body etc.
Had Saturn been in 1st house as I get in my horoscope, it would have given good result as Saturn gets exalted there.
Regards,
Nikhil
I will stay few days in Rameshwaram and then I will proceed towards some not-easly-accessible place where I could look into my soul and spend my time with virgin beauty of nature.
Enjoy,
Nikhil
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Hi All,
Thanks for keeping this thread alive so long. I really forgot to update further- I had made plan to leave this material world out of my depression, but, surprisingly, I got a job which involved a lot of travel across country and it helped me to overcome my loneliness.
However, one thing I am sure that I my Saturn lies in 12th house because I see many features of Saturn in 12th like no friends/no scial contacts, depression/ suicidal tendency, low self-esteem, irrational ambition, spiritual orientation, sorrow, medium height, slight fair skin, lean and thin body etc.
Had Saturn been in 1st house as I get in my horoscope, it would have given good result as Saturn gets exalted there.
Regards,
Nikhil
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vedicmaths
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hello vivek surya,
Jhora will never give you wrong calculations. There are two methods to calculate
aruda padas. One is sign based and the other is degree based. You may post your
birth details, if you still get it wrong.
truly yours.
vedicmaths
Jhora will never give you wrong calculations. There are two methods to calculate
aruda padas. One is sign based and the other is degree based. You may post your
birth details, if you still get it wrong.
truly yours.
vedicmaths
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Vivek Surya
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नमः शिवाय!
I didn't know this Vedic Maths Ji.
Yes! Of course, that's why I've been storing all your replies in my PC & understanding in my free time!joyd wrote: 19 May 2018 Dear VS-For you it takes some more months or perhaps years to understand what i wrote in my reply indepthly
It takes time! I feel like I need some more things to learn properly!
Ya, but I'd like to see things in deeper sense, but there should be some other things that I might not know.joyd wrote: 19 May 2018 Still you are in basic additions and substractions and not trying to see the things with deep vision.
Oh! I didn't know that. I know only one way of calculating A5 or other Aaroodhaas & don't know different angles of application.
Oh!vedicmaths wrote: 20 May 2018 There are two methods to calculate
aruda padas. One is sign based and the other is degree based.
I didn't know this Vedic Maths Ji. I shall still elaborate it to you in P M.
वागर्थाविव संपृक्तौ वागर्थप्रतिपत्तये।
जगतः पितरौ वन्दे पार्वतीपरमेश्वरौ॥
By महा कवि कालिदास in रघुवंशम्
श्रुति स्मृति पुराणाणां आलयं करुणालयं |
नमामि भगवत्पादम् शङ्करं लोकशङ्करं ||
जगतः पितरौ वन्दे पार्वतीपरमेश्वरौ॥
By महा कवि कालिदास in रघुवंशम्
श्रुति स्मृति पुराणाणां आलयं करुणालयं |
नमामि भगवत्पादम् शङ्करं लोकशङ्करं ||
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It's clearly mentioned in JHora settings that if we want to use Rahu & Ketu as the lords of Aquarius & Scorpio respectively when they're stronger than Saturn & Mars, while finding Aaroodha paadaas!
Earlier I'm not aware of this settings! Pardon me!
Everyone can change the preferences in JHora. 1st you've to go to Preferences at the top >>>>>> Related to calculations >>>>>> 4th from downward there's Aaroodha paada calculation option. By clicking it we can select Raahu & Ketu when they're stronger than Shani & Kuja respectively!
Thank you Vedic Maths Ji for the correction!
I'm sorry! I was wrong. Vedic Maths Ji is right! It's true JHora never gives wrong calculations! Since it's re verified every year by PVR Ji. And there's [No Personal Contact Details on Public Forum] group for which we can discuss about the following software with him!Yup! It doesn't!Vivek Surya wrote: 19 May 2018 I've seen so many horoscopes in which JHora shows wrong calculation pertains to Aaroodha paadaas
It's clearly mentioned in JHora settings that if we want to use Rahu & Ketu as the lords of Aquarius & Scorpio respectively when they're stronger than Saturn & Mars, while finding Aaroodha paadaas!
Earlier I'm not aware of this settings! Pardon me!
Everyone can change the preferences in JHora. 1st you've to go to Preferences at the top >>>>>> Related to calculations >>>>>> 4th from downward there's Aaroodha paada calculation option. By clicking it we can select Raahu & Ketu when they're stronger than Shani & Kuja respectively!
Thank you Vedic Maths Ji for the correction!
वागर्थाविव संपृक्तौ वागर्थप्रतिपत्तये।
जगतः पितरौ वन्दे पार्वतीपरमेश्वरौ॥
By महा कवि कालिदास in रघुवंशम्
श्रुति स्मृति पुराणाणां आलयं करुणालयं |
नमामि भगवत्पादम् शङ्करं लोकशङ्करं ||
जगतः पितरौ वन्दे पार्वतीपरमेश्वरौ॥
By महा कवि कालिदास in रघुवंशम्
श्रुति स्मृति पुराणाणां आलयं करुणालयं |
नमामि भगवत्पादम् शङ्करं लोकशङ्करं ||
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hello shri.vivek surya,
Lagna lord jupiter in Sagittarius and ninth lord Sun in lagna is a blessing in your
chart. This bestows you with righteous path. Swami Vivekananda had this lagna
with Sun in lagna. I envy you.
Shri Narasimha is a IIT Gold medalist. He knows not only astrology but astronomy too.
He is the only fit person to talk about ayanamsa. Without an iota of know how in
astronomical science, discussion about ayanamsa is akin to searching in the dark.
truly yours,
vedicmaths
Lagna lord jupiter in Sagittarius and ninth lord Sun in lagna is a blessing in your
chart. This bestows you with righteous path. Swami Vivekananda had this lagna
with Sun in lagna. I envy you.
Shri Narasimha is a IIT Gold medalist. He knows not only astrology but astronomy too.
He is the only fit person to talk about ayanamsa. Without an iota of know how in
astronomical science, discussion about ayanamsa is akin to searching in the dark.
truly yours,
vedicmaths
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joyd
But, why do i want to attain moksa/salvation despite lack of moksa yoga in my kundali?
Nikki-there is no sasa yoga in your chart first.so the scope of moksha is far but you are good in dhyana yoga[zen].your concentrative power is good but moon shattering it.
joyd.
Nikki-there is no sasa yoga in your chart first.so the scope of moksha is far but you are good in dhyana yoga[zen].your concentrative power is good but moon shattering it.
joyd.
Dear Joyd ji,
I hope you could understand my desperation to get rid of my karmic debt. I will tell you one stnning incident which happened in Feb-March 2018. I will not disclose its location intentionally.
I was staying in hotel for official purpose. I noticed the girl at reception was really beautiful and quite young. So, I just started conversation regularly. Incidently, I came to know that she is doing this odd job to pay her collage fee. I could not resist myself helping her and I gave her money to pay her semester fee.
Suddenly, two day after, she knocked my hotel room in night with desire to have physical relationship. I refused and told her - " It is against my philosophy to make any physical relationship with you as I have vowed that I will always protect younger, olders and spiritual aspirants as per best of my capacity. And, you young lady come in this criteria that you are quite younger than me and I helped you. So, I do not want to give any feeling to you that I helped you because of some nefarious motive and it will be downfall of dharma. You do not have to do anything unjust because I helped you." She, probably, could not understand the meaning what I told her and she insisted. I then scolded and told her that if you want to return something then study hard and give me good grade in exam.
This was what I was and now what I have become that in just 5 months - probably God is testing my morality, ethics and philosophy which I developed over 35 year. But, as you mentioned that my moon has shattered everything!
That's why I told that this life is beyond my logic and here things happen their own way!
I hope you could understand my desperation to get rid of my karmic debt. I will tell you one stnning incident which happened in Feb-March 2018. I will not disclose its location intentionally.
I was staying in hotel for official purpose. I noticed the girl at reception was really beautiful and quite young. So, I just started conversation regularly. Incidently, I came to know that she is doing this odd job to pay her collage fee. I could not resist myself helping her and I gave her money to pay her semester fee.
Suddenly, two day after, she knocked my hotel room in night with desire to have physical relationship. I refused and told her - " It is against my philosophy to make any physical relationship with you as I have vowed that I will always protect younger, olders and spiritual aspirants as per best of my capacity. And, you young lady come in this criteria that you are quite younger than me and I helped you. So, I do not want to give any feeling to you that I helped you because of some nefarious motive and it will be downfall of dharma. You do not have to do anything unjust because I helped you." She, probably, could not understand the meaning what I told her and she insisted. I then scolded and told her that if you want to return something then study hard and give me good grade in exam.
This was what I was and now what I have become that in just 5 months - probably God is testing my morality, ethics and philosophy which I developed over 35 year. But, as you mentioned that my moon has shattered everything!
That's why I told that this life is beyond my logic and here things happen their own way!
