Here I am back again to request your help; and low and behold I am in a tough situation
I have been given 2 weeks notice at my work place; Jan 31st is my last day. I was working as a contractor for the last 8+ months or so and my contract is ending on Jan 31st....while I was aware that budget discussions were going on, I did not expect my position to be cut. I was assigned so many tasks in the last 10 days that the news came as a shock.
Anyway....what a life to live...I have lost contact with all my relatives including my parents (as to why well that's another story) and the only thing that gave me some solace was a good job and the appreciation that I kept getting from my superiors on a regular basis. Every time I feel like I am settling down at one place and feel like I can get ahead, I have a break in my career.oh GOD for what reason are you punishing me like this....restarting my life every 8-9 months...honestly sick of this lifestyle...packing bags every 8-9 months...it is taking a mental toll on me...for I have been doing this for the last 8-9 years now...I am not getting any younger either...
Friends....I want to come to a conclusion regarding my career/life...and that is where I request your astrological input/advice.
1. Should I stop working completely...become a sanyasi....and pursue spiritual goals. Does my chart indicate me pusuing spiritual goals...becoming a renunciate completely giving up all material desires...
2. Should I accept that my career will always be a stop and start career and that the upcoming break is a temporary one? If so when should I look forward to my next job?
3. As atleast some of you know I have been in US for the last 10+ years; should I go back to India for good? Will my career be any better their?
3. Lastly....dont mean to be fatalistic...should I "finish" myself...for I have no one to live for..nothing to look forward to in life...I mean...even GOD would justify my situation...Frankly it's not a bad idea...when u consider that I have no one to live for or nothing to look forward to...correct?..hope at least some people agree with me.
Friends...I really mean it...I need to come to a conclusion for I have been drifting along for far too long....please provide your astrological input/advice.
My birth details...
May 25th 1982, Gangavathi(also spelt as Gangawati), Karnataka, India (15°26′N 76°32′E),India- 2.35 AM
Regards
A wretched soul




