What prompted me to commit unsuccesful Suicide?

[ProfessorPyareLal]

Hello,

You may have attempted the unspeakable but according to your chart- you will never succeed. However, more chances are there that you will get hurt and have accidents from such attempts.
You will have a madhayam life span - how properly you lead it is proportional to your sensibilities and intelligence.

Looking further at your chart - you have streaks of depression, emotional outlook and self-glamorization.

Astrology helps in identifying the problems (one of being the bent or disposition of mind) - and has done the job and now, guide and suggest you to immediately consult a psychiatrist.

On a funny note - the situation narrated in your latest post reminded me of the last part of the movie 'Dumb and Dumber'..
Also the karmic and aura-part in some earlier posts are frankly..abstract!

Rectified birth time to 20 19 39 hours.

P.PyareL

[Nikhil]

Thanks for advise.

I can't take help of psychiatrist as I do not think it will fix my problem and also having private job I can't disclose it either- it may cost my job.

Yes, I am under depression since my collage days year 2004 - I have been bullied, nicknamed etc. since my childhood. And, these incidents impacted my psychology deeply. And, it resulted into my depression.

What became worse that I could not discuss problem with anyone; every relationship fuc3d me one way or other- either at job or in society.

I recently developed a phobia about human contact. As a survival technique I create illusion thinking that I in wonderland , always happy .

Hope, you have understood my condition sensitively.

Regards,
Nik