My entire life is at stake

[Bornrefugee]

Hi learned sirs,
I need your help.
I am Partha Sarathi Mohapatra
Dob-17/12/1981
Place of birth-Aska(near by big city Berhampur)
Time of birth-18.15 or evening 6.15 pm
Orissa,India

I just want to know whether my life will remain like this or some changes are there.
I believe astrology a lot, tried to meet the best of astrologers.But most of them told my life will start after 37.Now 3 months back I became 37 and now I lost my job.15 days back attempted to commit suicide,not succeeded.Now lot of humiliation.Just bidding my time I guess will try again in next 15/20 days.
Can some body please please go through and tell me exactly what is the problem with me.
I will be really obliged sir.Please help

[Bornrefugee]

Dear blessed ones,
I know no body is God here.Still then I am asking some help.
Lete introduce myself
Partha Sarathi Mohapatra
Date of birth-17/12/1981
Time of birth-18.15 or 6.15pm
Place of birth-Aska(near by city Berhampur)
Orissa

Well through out my life going through lot of trouble.I believe in Astrology.Met few good astrologers.
Most of them told my life will start after 37.So I waited.Few months back crossed 37 and see the trouble I lost my job.
I was so depressed o tried to commit suicide 15 days back their also I failed.Can someone please give me a way out of this hell.i kind of lost all will to live

[karthik1984]

Hi Sarathi, who are all there in your family ?

[Bornrefugee]

Hi Karthik sir,
Thanks for your concern.since last 15/16 years kind of staying alone.

Got an elder sister married..Mom on whom I will be dependent now which I don't want.Thats y attempted

[Bornrefugee]

Hi sir,Thanks for concern..I stay alone

[Sujit]

Dear blessed ones,
I know no body is God here.Still then I am asking some help.
Lete introduce myself
Partha Sarathi Mohapatra
Date of birth-17/12/1981
Time of birth-18.15 or 6.15pm
Place of birth-Aska(near by city Berhampur)
Orissa

Well through out my life going through lot of trouble.I believe in Astrology.Met few good astrologers.
Most of them told my life will start after 37.So I waited.Few months back crossed 37 and see the trouble I lost my job.
I was so depressed o tried to commit suicide 15 days back their also I failed.Can someone please give me a way out of this hell.i kind of lost all will to live

Post date of job loss.
Regards,
Sujit

[karthik1984]

Hi Sarathi, how will your mom feel if you do any such thing as stated by you. Will your mom be happy ?? Think and tell.

A better time starts from mid april . Till then pray lord shiva daily and listen to shiva tandava stotram on YouTube.

[Bornrefugee]

Well Sujit sir the last one I resigned on 8th January 2018..

[Bornrefugee]

Thank you sir...shiv tandav I remembered..I am trying to by heart Shiva mahimna stotra... been to a lot of temple..still don't know why my life is like this...