Failed in Life.

[DurgeshTanwar]

My date of birth is 29-08-1988 and time of birth is 07.26 pm place Bikaner (Rajasthan). Going through some tough times. Wanted to do business failed in that. Lost jobs in last 2 3 years. Time is very tough. Now I am engaged last month. But my financial health is in very bad shape. I do not want to do anything. some times I think I should leave everything and go somewhere far away. My parents are forcing me for doing bank job preparation but I do not want to do that also. I am getting married on 4th Feb 2018. Nobody understands me every body thinks I am a failed person. Even my parents are embarrassed due to my failures. Sometimes I feel it will be good if some one kills me. Will my situation ever improve?

[Surya_1]

your life will take a big leap from 2038 till 2044 (didnt see after that. High level). till then, god forbid there will be an unstable career. to be working far away place to your hometown or where your parents stay is good. Even trying aborad can also be opted. From Nov till 2018 mid, you should also settle into some job. Finances for the next 2 years or so, should be very careful; later it will improve. First two years of marraige will be stressfull, and should handle with patience.
Please do ramayana pravachan as remedy. All the best.

[SWARNIM]

Yes, situation is going to improve after marriage. Don't ever think negatively. Self employment appears good for you, start with small steps and focus on continuity.