Yes, you are right, I am very romantic at heart, but my love is not for anyone... I am happy to enjoy that emotion myself in my mind.

Yes, I am a virgin at 32. I will be 33 next month. So what? I don't find anything wrong in that. Yes, it is true that Saturn being my AK and aspecting my ascendant and ascendant lord, everything in my life has come to me after a long delay. So when time will come, everything will fall into place; till then, I have to be patient. And I hope, Saturn will always give me that patience.
Coming to the good combinations in my chart, which you have mentioned, I have them, but they have not shown any result in my life till date. All astrologers have praised my chart for these good combinations and said I will have a big career, but nothing like that has happened so far, so I wonder when it will happen.
"Go thou and follow Him, who was born and gave His life for others five hundred times before He attained the vision of the Buddha!" -- Swami Vivekananda