Remedies for suicidal thought

[kabir]

All the Respected learned Astrologers,

With many courage i am posting my thoughts please give me some advice
Ramananji, Shilpaji, Astroboy, Astrosonu, Khoo , Saindhavi, Explorings, Shrikantji and all the learned members help me

I request you to go through my birth chart, and tell me the reason and remedies regarding the suicidal thoughts coming in my mind.

Many a times i feel very depressed, exactly can't find out the reason for that, but one thing is sure i feel fearful to face the present condition of my life, when i meet my old friends many of them are well settled with job or business, although many of them very weak in studies then also they had now very good job. And myself being topper of my class not even got the job of my class. I really feel same to face them.

And many such type of thoughts wander in my mind sometimes, eventhough my father helped me to pursue my post graduation study by getting education loan and money from relatives. Now i am not getting enough paid to overcome the loan and relatives money.

Again my age is of marriage and parents are forcing me to get setlled, but how can i explain them the present condition regarding my life.

I am very confused sometimes feel very pleasent and left everything on the god thinking that WHATEVER HAPPENS IT HAPPENS FOR THE GOOD but sometime feel fed up with the life and notorius suicidal ideas come in my mind.

I am forcefully living in solitude, avoiding contacts with the friends and feel fearful to face the relatives, don't having enough daring to tell the relatives to get me some good job, as i don't like to take the help from others feeling that even having good qualification for getting good job i have to beg to others for getting good job. I also don't like to request the relatives for getting me help to get the good job through their reference.

But thanks to god that unlikely i am not attempting for the suicide, but please give some remedies so i can avoid such negative thoughts from my mind.Here is my birth details,

Date of birth : 29th aprli 1984
Time : 02 :29 Am (Indian standard time)
Place : Amreli, Gujarat (India)
Thanking you in anticipation,

Kind regards
Kabir chintan

[explorings]

There are no severe afflictions in your chart that indicate clinical depression or suicidal tendencies.

Aquarius Lagna, with LL though retro is exalted in Libra in Rahu's NK. LL should be of a good placement and should not suffer any afflictions to ensure full benefits of the chart. Here the problem is LL though well-placed in bhagysthan it is aspected by its dire enemy Sun, which is exalted in Aries. Saturn been a slow and heavy planet gives delayed results. Retro planets are known to give delayed results too. IMO, a retro Saturn will give further delay than a normal Saturn. Moon is not afflicted and receives blessings from Jupiter, which is placed in own sign. No significant doshas in the chart. 4L Venus is placed inimically in 12th to sukha sthana indicating loss to pleasures. from here it aspects its own house the bhagyasthana but venus fails in strength. General displeasure will prevail. Your marriage is not delayed, Saturn is aspecting your 7L (Sun) but the 7H remains unafflicted and receives blessings from Jupiter. Similarly, navamsa too does not show any significant afflictions. Regarding your job, Mars is retro and in own house in D1 and debilitated in D9. Retro planet rule applies here too.

When LL is Saturn, one cannot expect quick results... Saturn likes to take its own time and hates to rush things. With LL retro, one needs to develop immense patience. The current transit is going to be good for you. Saturn Return marks change in responsibilities. However, with Saturn do no expect things happening overnight hence one usually experiences mental frustrations and agony during Saturn return... more due to delay. Half nodal return again marks significant change in responsibilities and may further increase mental frustrations. Looking at brighter side, double transit of Jupiter and Saturn will help you to accumulate wealth. 10L Mars is in your 7th house and receives benefic drishti from Jupiter till May 2012. You will also start with Venus-Rahu dasha... strong chances of marital bliss, travel/stay away from place of birth, new responsibilities in profession, and accumulation of wealth. 2012 will be a year full of changes!

Remedies:
1. Recite "Om Lakshmi Ganapathaye namah" 108 times after lighting 2 lamps facing east or north direction.
2. Recite Hanuman Chalisa daily.
3. Recite Mahalakshmi Asthakam daily.
4. Recite Parvati Stuti (once) daily.
5. Offer green grass to cows on thursdays and fridays.
6. Donate: Massor Dal on tuesdays and curd to poor lady or devi temple on fridays.


All prayers should begin after invoking Lord Ganesha and end with prayers to Devi or your Kul devata/devi.

[kabir]

Dear explorings,

Thank you very much for looking at my birth chart and for such a nice explanation.

As you said

You will also start with Venus-Rahu dasha... strong chances of marital bliss, travel/stay away from place of birth, new responsibilities in profession, and accumulation of wealth. 2012 will be a year full of changes!

So what kind of changes will it be whether good or bad, i should hope for some positive outcome.

Again i would like to know whether i can wear Gomed (Rahu- stone) and Sphatik mala (venus stone- diamond substitute) or not. I had a feeling to wear it.
Thanking you in anticipation

Kind regards

[explorings]

I have already mentioned in my earlier post what kind of changes you should expect.

Gomed is not advisable. Diamond is fine.