Mental Health woes

[Frozenmystic]

I am not sure if I am allowed to ask questions in every area.
But this forum was like a beacon for me.
Forgive me if it's too much.

Since childhood I have always felt sad, which only increased to full blown depression and anxiety in class 10. I have never had friends and even with siblings I seem to have reduced rapport.
My anxiety seems to be a full blown disorder now. It is affecting all aspects of my life. Tried therapy but didn't really help me.

Will I ever be happy ?

Dob.27th september 1998, at 7.43 pm, Bangalore, female

[Grahavidya]

Namaste,

When a Dasha operates it governs our state of being.

At the age of 16 - class 10 as you mention - You were running the Venus Moon Dasha. Note that both are debilitated planets. Both are placed in trik bhavas. Moon debilitated in 8th and being placed alone with no planets around it is indicative of bringing on such an onset.It becomes a marker inthe chart and life. It mean that you keep you emotions to yourself, find it difficlut to share or express you feeling and may tend to overthink. That Moon is on top of that aspected by Mars.
And you were undergoing your Sadde Satti too, which would have been a mentally stressing time.

You should learn meditation and practice that a lot.

[Sishya]

Hi,

Since childhood I have always felt sad, which only increased to full blown depression and anxiety in class 10. I have never had friends and even with siblings I seem to have reduced rapport.
My anxiety seems to be a full blown disorder now. It is affecting all aspects of my life. Tried therapy but didn't really help me.

Given birth-details place Ascendent or Udaya Lagna in the Zodiac sign of Aires or Mesha Rashi and Moon/Chandra in in Ashtama-Sthana or 8th house (where he is neither happy nor comfortable), in his Neecha-Sthana or sign of debilitation in the Zodiac sign of Scorpio or Vrischika Rashi, indicating you are a bit sensitive and weak at mind. I'm inclined to think Sade-Sathi or Saturn/Shani-dev's transit across natal placement of Moon/Chandra, in the midst of Venus/Shukra (who is also placed in his Neecha-Sthana or sign of debilitation, not to mention the fact that hs is neither happy nor comfortable being placed in the 6th house of Roga/Runa/Service) and Antaras of Mars/Kuja, followed by that of Moon/Chandra, have had a role to play in your experience of feeling depressed, stressed, tense, anxious etc. It would make sense for you to consider strengthening your Moon/Chandra and in-turn your mind. This can be done by practicing Yogasana, Pranayama, meditation and offering special prayers to Mahadev Shiva on Mondays.

Saturn/Shani-dev is Vakra or Retrograde and placed alongside Ascendent or Udaya Lagna, in his Neecha-Sthana or sign of debilitation has made life a bit of a grind. To make matters worse, he is neither happy nor comfortable being placed alongside Udaya Lagna and can be detrimental for related significance. He is your 10th lord and a Badha-Karaka for the birth-chart. He needs to be propitiated for Career/Profession related topcis... and Venus/Shukra for marriage related topics. Please consider offering special prayers to Goddess MahaLakshmi during Maha-Dasha of Venus/Shukra.

Sincerely...

[Astroprabhakar]

Frozenmystic wrote:
> I am not sure if I am allowed to ask questions in every area.
> But this forum was like a beacon for me.
> Forgive me if it's too much.
>
> Since childhood I have always felt sad, which only increased to full blown
> depression and anxiety in class 10. I have never had friends and even with
> siblings I seem to have reduced rapport.
> My anxiety seems to be a full blown disorder now. It is affecting all
> aspects of my life. Tried therapy but didn't really help me.
>
> Will I ever be happy ?
>
> Dob.27th September 1998, at 7.43 pm, Bangalore, female

Your chart has inauspicious Venus, Sun, Rahu and Mercury. Planets become inauspicious by their placement in various divisional charts.

Since childhood your 6th house remained activated, which gives health issues and can give issues related to mental health like worries, grief, sorrow.

Since Venus dasha it got fully activated with 3 inauspicious planets sitting in 6th house(Venus, Sun and Mercury). Moon and Mars activated the 8th house also to add fuel to the already existing issues.

Currently there are issues related to career, income, finance and sleep disorders and failures apart from the issues related to mental health.

You need remedies for the inauspicious planets as there will be issues in the entire Venus mahadasha till 2031.

Remedies for Venus, Sun, Rahu and Mercury required.