I am 31 and suffering from mental health conditions from a very tender age.
My issues include-
1. bipolar mood disorder
2. extreme suicidal tendencies (just a lack of interest in life)
3.symbiotic relationship with mother
4. identity crisis
and 5. repressed homosexuality ( i hate myself for my orientation, and am celibate)
My life has been completely stagnant for years. Completed my studies only because of the sheer determination of my mom.After that, only struggling.
In a country like Bangladesh, where the psychological field is very underdeveloped(I am taking therapy and meditation though) You can well imagine my struggle.
Mental problems have been a pattern in my family dating back from my maternal and paternal grandparents of my mom(one of whom was a vedic astrologer).
My birth details-
22 january 1988
11.52 am
Comilla, Bangladesh.
Any help would be so much appreciated. I cant go on any further.
Suffering from mental problems terribly - any guidance would be really appreciated !
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Aries Lagna and Leo navmansha. 4th lord Moon is not only weak in Paksha Balam but in mrityu Bhag. Moon is also aspected by Mars[8L, LL] and Saturn [ 11L, 10L] which gives the spells of depression and excitement both .6L Mercury is also aspecting the 4H. Presently you are under the Saturn-Rahu-Moon, so must be anxious and depressed . In D-9 also 4L Mars is aspected by Saturn . Saturn-Jupiter will start from 10th April , 2020. Jupiter is vargottama in your chart and aspecting the 4H both in D-1 and D-9 will surely give you some relief. Yoga specially pranayam and meditation will help .
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moonandvenuschild
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Thanks a lot for your kind reply.
Umm, that is scary. Mrityu bhaga!!! Can you explain what are the effects of mrityu bhaga and what causes it? bad karma in previous life?
I am actually suicidal,and fighting this urge.
Umm, that is scary. Mrityu bhaga!!! Can you explain what are the effects of mrityu bhaga and what causes it? bad karma in previous life?
I am actually suicidal,and fighting this urge.
Hi,
I don't see Moon/Chandra in Mrityu Bhaga - would like to understand what I might be missing. But then, Maandi and Gulika being placed in the 11th house where Venus/Shukra is conjunct with Moon/Chandra is perhaps playing a role. Further, the 3rd aspect of Saturn/Shani along with 4th aspect of Mars/Kuja is most definitely contributing stressful situation.
That said, I find it hard to understand the stated issues. It would be nice if other knowledgeable and experienced folk reviewed and shared their thoughts.
Sincerely...
I don't see Moon/Chandra in Mrityu Bhaga - would like to understand what I might be missing. But then, Maandi and Gulika being placed in the 11th house where Venus/Shukra is conjunct with Moon/Chandra is perhaps playing a role. Further, the 3rd aspect of Saturn/Shani along with 4th aspect of Mars/Kuja is most definitely contributing stressful situation.
That said, I find it hard to understand the stated issues. It would be nice if other knowledgeable and experienced folk reviewed and shared their thoughts.
Sincerely...
@ADC,
Many thanks for the quick clarification. I use JHora software and my short span of interest in Astrology, I've developed a high degree of faith in Sri. PVRN Rao's interpretation and what he has included in his software. Hence request you to kindly bear with me.
That said, kindly let me know if you've had a chance to review the Siddhamsa chart. If yes, request you to share your thoughts.
Sincerely...
Many thanks for the quick clarification. I use JHora software and my short span of interest in Astrology, I've developed a high degree of faith in Sri. PVRN Rao's interpretation and what he has included in his software. Hence request you to kindly bear with me.
That said, kindly let me know if you've had a chance to review the Siddhamsa chart. If yes, request you to share your thoughts.
Sincerely...
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moonandvenuschild
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I am definitely obliged by the interest shown in my chart by you two. Thanks from the bottom of my heart. However a little explanation(as I am a complete layman in Vedic astrology) would really be appreciated. I have studied and found out mrityu bhaga is a critical condition. Does that explain my suicidal tendency? Btw I have gandnata point too. What are exactly the reasons behind such critical points? Knowing is healing.
Hi,
In my understanding of Vedic Astrology, Moon/Chandra represents Mind/Mana. Strong malefic influences on Moon/Chandra without benefic support induces mental stress on an individual. Certain tendencies and (co called) disorders are usually observed, when such mental stress becomes unbearable in an individual.
Dasha or periods of Planets/Grahas in Gandanta are usually testing, trying and tiring times; for it is said that one goes through "Test of Fire". Further, it is said the Soul gets refined and comes out clean after going through such periods. This perhaps explains some of your experiences that might have contributed to inherent stress.
That said, I'm inclined to think you (and perhaps with help and support from well-wishers) have the ability to overcome your troubles. Prayers and remedies could make it a lot more easier. If you are interested, I think it might be helpful for you to reach out to experts on this forum to guide you with appropriate prayers and remedial measures.
Sincerely...
In my understanding of Vedic Astrology, Moon/Chandra represents Mind/Mana. Strong malefic influences on Moon/Chandra without benefic support induces mental stress on an individual. Certain tendencies and (co called) disorders are usually observed, when such mental stress becomes unbearable in an individual.
Dasha or periods of Planets/Grahas in Gandanta are usually testing, trying and tiring times; for it is said that one goes through "Test of Fire". Further, it is said the Soul gets refined and comes out clean after going through such periods. This perhaps explains some of your experiences that might have contributed to inherent stress.
That said, I'm inclined to think you (and perhaps with help and support from well-wishers) have the ability to overcome your troubles. Prayers and remedies could make it a lot more easier. If you are interested, I think it might be helpful for you to reach out to experts on this forum to guide you with appropriate prayers and remedial measures.
Sincerely...
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vedicmaths
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hello moonandvenuschild,
the basic afflictions to moon have already been explained by jothishas.
Transits too, add fuel to the fire. You may have to wait till the end of saturn dasa.
If you can zero down to the exact reasons that depress you, you can seek solutions through
counselling. Moon's pratyantar period will be followed by that of mars. Anger and impulse must be
controlled.
Mritubhag alone does not cause any harm. Many people are living well with planets placed in
mrityubhag. The whole chart determines the way of life and experiences.
What really bothers you ? ( i have gone through your initial posting )If it is related to moon or the mind, you alone need to find an exit from it through dharmic attitude.
truly yours,
vedicmaths
the basic afflictions to moon have already been explained by jothishas.
Transits too, add fuel to the fire. You may have to wait till the end of saturn dasa.
If you can zero down to the exact reasons that depress you, you can seek solutions through
counselling. Moon's pratyantar period will be followed by that of mars. Anger and impulse must be
controlled.
Mritubhag alone does not cause any harm. Many people are living well with planets placed in
mrityubhag. The whole chart determines the way of life and experiences.
What really bothers you ? ( i have gone through your initial posting )If it is related to moon or the mind, you alone need to find an exit from it through dharmic attitude.
truly yours,
vedicmaths
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moonandvenuschild
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Thanks a lot Sishya and vedicmaths . I am really touched ! Somehow, the fact alone that I am getting help from all you people makes me very happy. There is humanity, and I am not alone.
What really bothers me is the core question. It is hard to point out any single thing. My mother's depression, my inborn suicidal tendency, the constant betrayal my family had to face because of dishonesty of others, and my oversensitivity to my environment all play roles. I guess all of these are connected with "Moon." Why would I live? I myself have no ambition, I will be alone in my life-so no hope. One option is living for others-for my mom, for helping others. That's what I am doing. So any wound from the outside makes me question-"am I living for this?" Yes, after careful contemplation, I guess my core issue is loneliness and taking too many responsibilities.
I somehow, feel, sometimes, I need a guide. Someone who can hold me together. I am tired of holding people together for too long...My counselors advise me to stop caring for others to some extent and increase self-care, which just doesnt come to me. I spend days even without bathing. From my childhood it has always been others, others' happiness, others' time.
Thanks a lot for both of your compassion. To some extent, I am feeling, someone is guiding me, and believe me, thats a wonderful feeling.
What really bothers me is the core question. It is hard to point out any single thing. My mother's depression, my inborn suicidal tendency, the constant betrayal my family had to face because of dishonesty of others, and my oversensitivity to my environment all play roles. I guess all of these are connected with "Moon." Why would I live? I myself have no ambition, I will be alone in my life-so no hope. One option is living for others-for my mom, for helping others. That's what I am doing. So any wound from the outside makes me question-"am I living for this?" Yes, after careful contemplation, I guess my core issue is loneliness and taking too many responsibilities.
I somehow, feel, sometimes, I need a guide. Someone who can hold me together. I am tired of holding people together for too long...My counselors advise me to stop caring for others to some extent and increase self-care, which just doesnt come to me. I spend days even without bathing. From my childhood it has always been others, others' happiness, others' time.
Thanks a lot for both of your compassion. To some extent, I am feeling, someone is guiding me, and believe me, thats a wonderful feeling.
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R V RAMANAN
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Dear moon and venus child.
Get a photo of lord Lakshmi narayana and keep it in your pooja and chant Lakshmi narayana kavacham daily .You will slowly start seeing relief on every facet of your life..light a good incense stick while chanting that sloka.You can start this remedy during grahana kaal tomorrow.
Dear sishya,
Think of this remedy and write to me personally if you can glean something here.. I shall explain in pm to you after reading your analysis.
ramanan
Get a photo of lord Lakshmi narayana and keep it in your pooja and chant Lakshmi narayana kavacham daily .You will slowly start seeing relief on every facet of your life..light a good incense stick while chanting that sloka.You can start this remedy during grahana kaal tomorrow.
Dear sishya,
Think of this remedy and write to me personally if you can glean something here.. I shall explain in pm to you after reading your analysis.
ramanan
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vedicmaths
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hello moonandvenuschild,
Venus is with mandi closely in your chart. Venus is paapa purusha in your chart.
Venus rules relationships with others. It can disturb you easily.
Yes. A good guide can keep you focused if not alter your life totally.
Ninth house, ninth lord and planets placed in the ninth house can serve you as a guide generally.
Saturn is placed in the ninth house. Lord of the ninth house jupiter is hidden in the 12th house.
Saturn represents eldely, lonely and saintly people. You may please start reading the books of
Sri Ramakrishna paramahamsa and Swami Vivekaanada OR you may choose saints based on your
religion. Since you have an inclination to help others, you can travel peacefully this way.
Whenever you get time, you may pl post the exact dates when you get upset with others or surroundings.
I will analyse and give you a feedback the things to watch out.
truly yours,
vedicmaths
Venus is with mandi closely in your chart. Venus is paapa purusha in your chart.
Venus rules relationships with others. It can disturb you easily.
Yes. A good guide can keep you focused if not alter your life totally.
Ninth house, ninth lord and planets placed in the ninth house can serve you as a guide generally.
Saturn is placed in the ninth house. Lord of the ninth house jupiter is hidden in the 12th house.
Saturn represents eldely, lonely and saintly people. You may please start reading the books of
Sri Ramakrishna paramahamsa and Swami Vivekaanada OR you may choose saints based on your
religion. Since you have an inclination to help others, you can travel peacefully this way.
Whenever you get time, you may pl post the exact dates when you get upset with others or surroundings.
I will analyse and give you a feedback the things to watch out.
truly yours,
vedicmaths
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moonandvenuschild
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@ R V Ramanan sir,
Thank you very much for helping me out. I am greatly indebted. I will start chanting "lakshmi narayana kavacham stotram" from tomorrow morning between 8.17 am- 10.17 am...(grahan kaal). Thank you again for enlightening me.
@vedicmaths,
Thanks for giving so much importance to my problem.... I am really obliged. Can I pm you with the exact dates and time and causes??? I want to p.m. you because some of my problems are somewhat intimidating in nature, including dreams-lots of strange dreams. Please let me know.
Thanks again to both of you. Also to sishya and adc. May all your good karma be always with you.
Merry christmas everyone.
Thank you very much for helping me out. I am greatly indebted. I will start chanting "lakshmi narayana kavacham stotram" from tomorrow morning between 8.17 am- 10.17 am...(grahan kaal). Thank you again for enlightening me.
@vedicmaths,
Thanks for giving so much importance to my problem.... I am really obliged. Can I pm you with the exact dates and time and causes??? I want to p.m. you because some of my problems are somewhat intimidating in nature, including dreams-lots of strange dreams. Please let me know.
Thanks again to both of you. Also to sishya and adc. May all your good karma be always with you.
Merry christmas everyone.
Dear Ramanan Sir,
Please accept salutations _/\_, from the depth of my heart. Many thanks for your kind intervention in this thread and guidance to the querent. Request you to look up my note and share your thoughts-guidance, at your convenience.
@M&VC, very glad with your response to the suggested remedy. Sri Lakshmi Narayana Kavacham suggested by Ramanan Sir is supposed to be a very powerful Kavacham. Please search for relevant information and follow guidance. In my understanding, imagining yourself (along with your loved ones) to be in a strong Diamond Kavach surrounded by white light and chanting the Kavacham with faith should help you immensely. Request you to follow the guidance and provide your feedback - we'll eagerly wait to hear of relief to your troubles.
Sincerely...
Please accept salutations _/\_, from the depth of my heart. Many thanks for your kind intervention in this thread and guidance to the querent. Request you to look up my note and share your thoughts-guidance, at your convenience.
@M&VC, very glad with your response to the suggested remedy. Sri Lakshmi Narayana Kavacham suggested by Ramanan Sir is supposed to be a very powerful Kavacham. Please search for relevant information and follow guidance. In my understanding, imagining yourself (along with your loved ones) to be in a strong Diamond Kavach surrounded by white light and chanting the Kavacham with faith should help you immensely. Request you to follow the guidance and provide your feedback - we'll eagerly wait to hear of relief to your troubles.
Sincerely...
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moonandvenuschild
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@sishya,
I am gonna start the chant from tomorrow and of course will let you know the feedback.
And, I am really touched by the active interest you have taken in me. Thanks a lot, sishya, you are definitely one of my guides. I am not that good with words, but I am really grateful.
Take care.
I am gonna start the chant from tomorrow and of course will let you know the feedback.
And, I am really touched by the active interest you have taken in me. Thanks a lot, sishya, you are definitely one of my guides. I am not that good with words, but I am really grateful.
Take care.
@M&VC,
On a related note, in my understanding of Vedic Astrology, Moon/Chandra also represents Mother/Matru. Strong malefic influences on Moon/Chandra without benefic in ones chart is support to indicate something unfavorable to mother or motherly folk.
Incidentally, Moon is also your Matru-Karaka (MK) in your chart. I have cast her chart (from information shared in the other thread) and I'm inclined to think her chart has more afflictions, that are reflective of the issues you've called out in that thread.
Sincerely...
On a related note, in my understanding of Vedic Astrology, Moon/Chandra also represents Mother/Matru. Strong malefic influences on Moon/Chandra without benefic in ones chart is support to indicate something unfavorable to mother or motherly folk.
Incidentally, Moon is also your Matru-Karaka (MK) in your chart. I have cast her chart (from information shared in the other thread) and I'm inclined to think her chart has more afflictions, that are reflective of the issues you've called out in that thread.
Sincerely...
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moonandvenuschild
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@Sishya
First of all, I can't thank you enough for all the trouble you are engaging
yourself in for my sake. As I said on that reply, maybe you are one of my
guardian angels. Believe me, I am really touched and grateful.
What you said about my mom's chart is very very true. She really had a hard
life despite her honesty and dutifulness. Actually, she believes, I am the
only solace in her life. Her depression surely accelerates my depression,
nihilistic view on life and helplessness. I am seeing her falling down, I
am trying to help her, but I am not able to. I am living for her, and she
is more like my child than my mother. She herself believes I am her father
re-born. Even if she is happy, I am ready to take all the negative effects.
Can you kindly tell me what are her afflictions?
I also found out I am not allowed to send pms. If there is anything intimidating, any of you can contact me @ moonandvenuschild@[No Personal Contact Details on Public Forum].com.(I just hope giving the email id is not against the forum rules)
First of all, I can't thank you enough for all the trouble you are engaging
yourself in for my sake. As I said on that reply, maybe you are one of my
guardian angels. Believe me, I am really touched and grateful.
What you said about my mom's chart is very very true. She really had a hard
life despite her honesty and dutifulness. Actually, she believes, I am the
only solace in her life. Her depression surely accelerates my depression,
nihilistic view on life and helplessness. I am seeing her falling down, I
am trying to help her, but I am not able to. I am living for her, and she
is more like my child than my mother. She herself believes I am her father
re-born. Even if she is happy, I am ready to take all the negative effects.
Can you kindly tell me what are her afflictions?
I also found out I am not allowed to send pms. If there is anything intimidating, any of you can contact me @ moonandvenuschild@[No Personal Contact Details on Public Forum].com.(I just hope giving the email id is not against the forum rules)
Hi,
Beyond wishing you (as with everybody else) well, there is precious little I did to deserve any appreciation. All thanks are due to Ramanan Sir, for his valuable time in analyzing your problem and suggesting a very appropriate remedy.
Kindly focus on following the guidance (without worrying too much about afflictions and causes), with faith and bhakti. Hopefully, you'll start experiencing relief. Request you to kindly provide regular feedback.
Sincerely...
Beyond wishing you (as with everybody else) well, there is precious little I did to deserve any appreciation. All thanks are due to Ramanan Sir, for his valuable time in analyzing your problem and suggesting a very appropriate remedy.
Kindly focus on following the guidance (without worrying too much about afflictions and causes), with faith and bhakti. Hopefully, you'll start experiencing relief. Request you to kindly provide regular feedback.
Sincerely...
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moonandvenuschild
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Sishya,
What is little to you is very very precious to me. Thanks again, a lot, for caring.
Haha, yes, I have this obsession for causes-the "why"s. I would try to diminish it a bit.
Does my mom need to follow some remedies?
I have already started the chant.....I don't know all my pronunciations were exact or not...I tried to search for a youtube version....but it isn't available. Comparatively, I am peaceful today. Emotions are like a still lake.
And, of course, thanks to Ramanam sir for guiding me and entrusting me with this stotra. Thanks is a simple word, and I am saying it frequently, but I do mean a lot which I can't express. Here in this forum, all of you-you, vedicmaths, adc and Ramanam sir, has cared for me, guided me and still guiding me to a new path. Thats a lot, that does feel like home.
What is little to you is very very precious to me. Thanks again, a lot, for caring.
Haha, yes, I have this obsession for causes-the "why"s. I would try to diminish it a bit.
Does my mom need to follow some remedies?
I have already started the chant.....I don't know all my pronunciations were exact or not...I tried to search for a youtube version....but it isn't available. Comparatively, I am peaceful today. Emotions are like a still lake.
And, of course, thanks to Ramanam sir for guiding me and entrusting me with this stotra. Thanks is a simple word, and I am saying it frequently, but I do mean a lot which I can't express. Here in this forum, all of you-you, vedicmaths, adc and Ramanam sir, has cared for me, guided me and still guiding me to a new path. Thats a lot, that does feel like home.
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R V RAMANAN
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Hai MVC.
Please read the kavacha from this website..It is in many languages and you can choose the language you are comfortable with. Here is the link.....
https://sanskritdocuments.org/doc_devii ... ml?lang=sa
good luck
Please read the kavacha from this website..It is in many languages and you can choose the language you are comfortable with. Here is the link.....
https://sanskritdocuments.org/doc_devii ... ml?lang=sa
good luck
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moonandvenuschild
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@ R V Ramanan Sir,
Thanks a lot, for your supreme guidance. I am downloading the Bengali version.
Thanks a lot, for your supreme guidance. I am downloading the Bengali version.
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moonandvenuschild
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Happy new year to all of you ...my guardian angels....
R V Ramanan Sir
Sishya
ADC
and vedicmaths Sir
May this year bring lots of joy and good fortune to all of you
R V Ramanan Sir
Sishya
ADC
and vedicmaths Sir
May this year bring lots of joy and good fortune to all of you
Hi,
Thank you very much for your kind wishes. Wish you and all your loved ones a very happy and blessed new year - 2020!
Your kind words will perhaps help me earn a feather - lots more to accumulate and still a long way for earning the wings. In any case, I hope you've followed Ramanan Sir's guidance and started chanting Sri Lakshmi Narayana Kavacham. Request you to kindly provide regular feedback - will help laymen like me learn from the elevated souls (the real angles).
Sincerely...
Thank you very much for your kind wishes. Wish you and all your loved ones a very happy and blessed new year - 2020!
Your kind words will perhaps help me earn a feather - lots more to accumulate and still a long way for earning the wings. In any case, I hope you've followed Ramanan Sir's guidance and started chanting Sri Lakshmi Narayana Kavacham. Request you to kindly provide regular feedback - will help laymen like me learn from the elevated souls (the real angles).
Sincerely...
