Basab:
You are wrong.
See u cannot say Kabirdasji is wrong, he is a realised soul, not like us. I quoted his doha also.
See u are talking about yourself. You are talking about your health problems sometimes but u say u are not spiritual. You are an exception. Dont compare with those beggars, they have no other alternative than to beg, they resort to stealing sometimes. They have no other option than to beg. When they beg, most people mock at them, push them aside and dont even give money. What else they can do? They are not great souls just because they dont complain. If they are handicapped sympathise, if not no. Your suffering is good enough for u to complaint, nothing wrong in that, if u overcame that, u become enlightened soul but none of us have reached that, some are definitely higher I agree. U are no in a state like them, u dont really ask for others help, but u are only worried about ur own health not cooperating. So nothing wrong in that. About love failures, I dont think, it is worth complaining unless it is really true love. If it is infatuation, what is the point? Then he or she does not need any sympathy. If it is love of the hearts, then yes, if not just for money or physical appearance, they dont deserve any sympathy. Dont compare that with health issue because health unless deteriorates due to our own bad deeds of this janma (like getting AIDS), one will always sympathise an unfortunate person who is say having juvinile diabetis, is blind or deaf or dumb or is polio attacked or handicapped in other ways.
Anyway u see the rich people, how many talk of spirituality. They enjoy all pleasures of the world, dont pay tax, have bogus swiss banl accounts, are they spiritual. Then think of the common people like us and when most of us suffer, we go to astrology and spirituality. go to temples, gurus and so on. It is there that some bogus gurus exploit us in these situations in terms of money and sex. U know that.
Dont talk of beggars, I am talking of human beings classified as those
who attained fame say cinema, music, politics whatever and are very rich
common man who suffers due to having no job, no money, love failure and so on.
So tell me these rich people and famous people, how many are spiritual? Most have many vices. They may donate even 50 lakhs to ashrams and so on but are they spiritual, they do to show off their money power and so on.
So think what I said in the context of all people, not u alone. Your complaining is not bad at all, u have health problems and u have every right to talk of it, since health is important. It is health which is blocking u from taking up a regular job and so on. Still u are a believer of God and karma. That is great, no doubt.

, so u are actually burning ur karmas.
Dev
Who suffers the most? Those who begs sitting on the street! Do they care one bit about God, or do they care one bit about astrology? No, they don't because they don't have time for God or money for consulting an astrologer! They try to find some food for themselves, somehow, and that keeps them busy all their life. They are the ones who suffer, not people like me!
I am saying all the time I am suffering when I am sitting in my own house, getting 3 meals every day, and that too of my choice, and eating good food from restaurants quite often and watching TV and listening to the radio and using the internet all day and buying whatever book I wish to buy and being treated nicely by my parents and having everything I want, and even then, I am unhappy because I have not made anything of my own! Well, that is so much suffering for me that I can't tolerate it! Huh! Shame on me, I feel sometimes when I look at those people on the road, who are sitting all day on the road begging for a few rupees to feed themselves and their family. And they are not complaining, but I am complaining! Shame on me! I call myself a sufferer, when I don't know what suffering is.
A person getting ditched by his girlfriend commits suicide because he couldn't take the pain that he had to go through, and people survive with one meal a day! What a shame that we call ourselves sufferers. What do we know about suffering! When a person goes to bed in empty stomach not knowing whether he will get food the next day is the real sufferer, not people like me and others who cry for their petty problems that they have been cheated in love or they are having problems in office or not getting a job. If you get 3 meals every day, if you have a shelter and if you have clothes to cover yourself, stay content with that and don't ask for anything more. But no, we will cry when an insect bites us and take to spirituality and astrology. What days have come, my god! I feel shame that we people have lost our eundrance. Shame on people like me!
Dev