Lost job in August 2024, still looking

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Hello Everyone,

My name is Akhil, I lost my job in August'24 due to layoffs from a large MNC, since then I have been looking to rejoin the workforce but unfortunately things are not going my way. I have tried everything asking people for help but nothing seems to workout, last year September '25 my wife and I had an argument after which she moved out of the house, she came back but the energy of leaving me and living alone still exists. Constant thoughts of taking my life, leaving everyone and living alone in an ashram or leaving everything behind relocating to a temple is something I have thought about, constantly not having support from family members

My Date of Birth is 3rd May 1992, 4:15 AM, New Delhi

Is there anything good or I am here to lose everything.

Please help me out