Thanks for the reply! Over a period of time, I have recognized this too and moreover, people have told me the same thing,that my Rahu dasha won't be as bad (also that I may have to spend a lot). Thing is I was curious for the very fact that if there's anything even minorly faulty or disturbing of an incident that is still within my hands, I would try hard to change and generate positive karma before then.
About the sexual desires part, the thing is I have embarked on this journey of NoFap and I have understood over a period of time that there's nothing good that generates out of watching porn solely or accompanying it with wasting one's precious life energy, semen. I understand that around 90 percent of people my age engage in similair activities and that it has been normalized but I don't wanna jump in on that bandwagon. It has simply made things much harder from a physical and mental aspect and I have struggled with regards to academics, self-confidence and social situations and much more every time I engage in porn or masturbation and I wanna be much more than that. I recognize that people in the Vedic ages reached closer to enlightenment when they engaged in brahmacharya and I wanna stay a step ahead of the people around and advance myself spiritually too.
With regards to what I'm looking for, this addiction is a battle I don't have to engage in but I am choosing to, I have been at battle for 2 years now and I wanna know if I'd get rid of forever. If so, when this will happen and what I have/can do till then because when other things don't give me answers, it's astrology that can help me out and offer me some clairity amindst the confusion prevalent. This is why I was seeking help from the mods here, joyd (sir) has been of great help so far, was looking to clear a few more doubts and stay on the right path towards success.
But I do really appreciate your insight and advices and thank you for sharing your personal experience. It's been helpful
