uncertainity in relationship

[sai sudhir]

Namastey to everyone..

I have already posted my problem in remedies and spiritual practices section and obtained certain advices for overall wellbeing but the specific question regarding relationship was not being answered so thought of reposting it in this section. I am sorry for this repeat and lengthy post.

I am going through a very complicated and troubled phase where I am continuously loosing faith in myself and becoming directionless in both personal and professional life. The events have been very intense since last march 2013. My father committed suicide for unknown reasons in march 2013 and in may 2013 my ex-girlfriend, 2 years post break-up attempted suicide (with god's grace we could save her) entangling me in legal issues. Then july 2013 onwards health kept bad eventually had a surgery in october 2013 and so almost 6-8 months I was in and out of work. My work got also got scooped during this phase when I was outcompeted and left with abandoned projects hitting me in the eyes of my superiors particularly in the backdrop of legal issues i was going through. During this phase a colleague of mine helped me and supported me a lot although it was very frustrating for her. With due permission of my mother I proposed marriage to her and she agreed but her parents were not interested but still we continued our relation. Out of jealosuy in march 2014 my ex-girlfriend attacked and injured her. With an year of holding frustrations and this personal insult she broke down and stopped talking to me, finally leaving my current relationship almost dead. She now constantly tries to avoid me and getting into conversation with me. She is strong willed but after having such a huge moral support and beautiful reltionship for over 2 years I find extremely hard to digest it particularly with everything else in life also going bad. I feel sad for the person who got insulted after standing by me in the most difficult times and I am unable to do anything for her at all. I am pretty serious about her and wish to marry her. Is there anything that you can suggest or comment to this end astrologically. As you can see its not just professional but also personal I started feeling down and in the current time I have no self-confidence left because there is no hope in any phase of life to look up to. I understand its your karma that returns and have been penancing on that end. Please folks help me to assess the situation and using your wisdom and suggestions I wish to turn around things for not just my good but also for her.

Her details are Date of birth: 27-11-1988; Time of birth: 10:05 AM;
Place of birth: Rawatbhata, Rajasthan. My details are Date of birth: 11-01-1986; Place of birth: Trichur, Kerala; Time of birth: 16:11 PM.

Anticipating some advice from your end.
Thank you in advance.