No real relationship my whole life, help

[megatruong23]

Name: ed
DOB: august, 23 , 1989
Time: 19:30
Locations: USA New york, manhattan
Daylight savings time: +1
Time zone: -5 eastern standard time

Well, I had 2 girlfriends before but it didn't lasted 2 months, i would'nt call it a relationship since it wasn't serious and it was in my adolescent years in High school. It's been 12 years as a single since high school if you counted the last 2 relationships or it would be 29 years, since i don't judge it as relationship worthy. I am single and it hurts to find out that i have 3 malefic planets in the 7th house,( mars, sun, ketu) Saturn aspecting my venus. Worst fear of mine is to be single for the rest of my life.
I'm in a Rahu dasha right now until i believe age 34. I'll like to have some members insight into my situation on relationships. It's the worst department in my life. Thank you.