Suicidal tendencies

[Parishmita123]

I am having severe anxiety and suicidal thoughts
I am constantly thinking that something will happened to my child and he will die from some deadly disease
So much affecting me such that it making my everyday living hell
Please can someone tell me when I will recover or will I die from suicide
My birth details are
11 June 1989
15:20 hrs
Sibsagar/sivasagar,Assam
And someone can tell me if my child will get some deadly disease or not.
My son birth details are
10 December 2016
1:02 am
Tinsukia,Assam
I Know I am thinking nonsense but it's really hard to get over my condition

[Parishmita123]

Please someone help me here I will be very grateful for my entire life.

[vedicmaths]

hello parishmita123,

Rahu dasa is running. Rahu placed in the fifth house, is driving you with such crazy thoughts.
The sub period is that of saturn, which brings in such pessimistic feelings. Slowly you can
get rid of such thoughts by orienting yourself towards positive attitude through practice of
meditation and yoga.

truly yours,
vedicmaths

[Parishmita123]

Thank you vedicmaths will my child will be alright?will I die from suicide???

[AstroGuru108]

Hi, Pari,

Any negative events happened in your life or your near dear ones life, can you provide in detail.

[abhishek]

Hi parishmita,

Dasha running is Rahu-saturn. Rahu is well placed in aquarius but aspected by retrograde saturn and necha mars. Saturn is currently transiting over natal saturn and in close conjunction with ketu. you will get relief after september this year.

Regards,
Abhishek

[Parishmita123]

In 2009 my paternal grandfather died
And in 2011 my maternal grandmother died
I did btech but couldn't complete drop out during at 2013
My husband then fiancee had a major accident on the year 2015 January 21.
Nothing more negative happened yet by God grace
My problem started from the last trimester of my pregnancy when some days I get extreme obesessed with my son which cause me suicidal thoughts (I felt like he will die due to some disease and I want to die before him)
I couldn't even breastfeed him.
My husband works abroad and so I feel extremely alone without him.
My son's birth details are
10 December 2016
1:02 am
Tinsukia ,Assam

[AstroGuru108]

Hi, Pari,

Its normal no such major traumatic events happened in your life and also will not happen in future by God grace, why you worry so much?

As per your feedback, you are suffering from a Psychiatric disorder, Pls immediately consult with a Psychiatrist along with your close family member, Certainly a Psychiatrist Dr. will help you. Dont waste your time in Self Astro Analysis.

You will certainly get relief from Psychotherapy & Medicines.

Both You and Your Son chart is perfectly well, there is no such issue indicated. Regarding your current health issue its temporary it will disappear after some time.

So be Happy...

[Parishmita123]

Thank you so much astro guru...
I am currently on medication and it seems medicines are making my anxiety more worst.
I am planning for vipassana next month
Hope that helps.
Thank you so very much again

[Surya_1]

I am having severe anxiety and suicidal thoughts
I am constantly thinking that something will happened to my child and he will die from some deadly disease
So much affecting me such that it making my everyday living hell
Please can someone tell me when I will recover or will I die from suicide
My birth details are
11 June 1989
15:20 hrs
Sibsagar/sivasagar,Assam
And someone can tell me if my child will get some deadly disease or not.
My son birth details are
10 December 2016
1:02 am
Tinsukia,Assam
I Know I am thinking nonsense but it's really hard to get over my condition

I trust you are also considering medical supervision, at times certain issues are on physiological level. Also counselings and meditation or rather Mindfulness apps like Headspace can help immensely.

[Parishmita123]

Yes Surya_1 I changed two doctors first they put me in Prozac now on paroxetine nothing helping much
And I just can't stop thinking morbid
Now a days I can't even see my child's face.
I feel better when someone assured me that he will be good.

[Lex]

Lets do scientific way of astrological analysis of your chart Parish...., and the only way is K.P. System of astrology, and the other way Our Sages can do in their way.


You have suicidal tendencies, question arises... is your Kuja weak or your intent or your planning way forward in your life not systematic or brave or something affecting your thought process or any psychological/ Psychiatry illness?

Or your 8th connected with badakstana/ markastana issues and Kuja influencing this rash behavior of suicidal tendencies

Lets check your lagna sputa cusp in Thula in Visaka nk and in sub of Shani, and Shani in Purvashada nakshatra
Guru in eighth and in Mrigasirsa nk..
Shani is 4thcuusp lord and Shukra in 9th but in 8th bhava
Time of birth is correct

And it is already connected with Marakstana/ badakstana influencing grahas, also connected to 8th, also connected to Kuja ( Kuja in 10th but in 9th bhava)
It is pre-written at the time of birth... you will be influenced throughout your life journey... this self induced end of life thoughts happening
( your Guru and Ravi in rapt conjunction and Rahu represents Kuja, Shani, Chandra)
And Rahu is in 4th bhava, though in nirayan rasi in 5th...it will give results how Kuja gives, how shani gives, how Chandra gives, and results of 4th or Makara bhava and results of Kumbha sign

Lets check... do you have any illness related to psychiatry
6th cusp longitudinal depositions tells me... You do not have any illness pertain to psychiatry or Psychology


Lets check again 5th cusp longitudinal depositions... do you have Mental state issues
No you don't have any issues related to Limbic or Mesolimbic system of Neurology


Lets check , what is the defect in your system or body
Analyzing 12th cusp/bhavas tells me Kuja,Guru, Ravi, Budha…. got associated either as Marakstana/ Badakstana influencing planets

Kuja got connected...


Is Kuja is weak in your chart, yes it is ( also got associated in 12th in many ways also to 8th)

Lets check your thought process and or intent
Your Shani's relation with lagna sputa cusp lord is very adverse
Your 3rd cusp longitudinal depositions is in very bad relation with lagna lord
Sorry to say, your thought process/decision making process for any karma is very wayward or obscure or lacks punch or courage

Lets check your 8th cusp longitudinal depositions ( your 2nd cusp longitudinal depositions also connected) connected to markastana, and 8th, additionally Maraka graha connected to 8th and badakstana).. and Kuja got involved too


I'm sorry to say... Suicidal thoughts will continue to persist in your thought process as the days go by.

[chokra]

Not sure why my detailed analysis of her chart was removed!

[chokra]

Ill try one more time with my phone.

So after analyzing your chart there are few things at play which are the after effect of the main issue...that is your lagna lord debilitated in bhagya sthan. I have seen ppl with waek lagna lord struggle throughout life unless proper remedies are done. For you Venus is your lagna lord and being weak its aspecting saturn, now you are currently going through Rahu-Sat, so the intensity of retro rahu and retro saturn is affecting you. Know that this is a karmic debt you are paying back. So PRAY and realize that you will need to pass through this phase till oct. your chart requires you to be spiritual as it will pressure you away from this material life. SURRENDER to spirituality and god and then she how all of this makes sense. Your moon is with ketu, you are very sensitive to observations and perceptions around you...also a very keen intuition. For you to handle all this you have to take refuge in prayers and spirituality. Also jupiter is combust so it will be a struggle for you, but not impossible. Its like sitting in advance level class and not being familiar with the basics. All you have to do is learn the basics on your own time and the game is yours. Also according to KP, right now you have 2,7,9,10 houses in play... venus has to do with all 3 hence the turmoil. You also have house 10 in play that usually represents power, so dont worry and utilize that aspect. Now after oct, you will be under Ra-Me, where you will come across unseen expenses, or losses ( sudden travel exxoense, some bill you forget to pay), just pay up and move forward. Dont dwell on it. 12th lord( house of expenses) in 8th...thats a good thing. You will receive help from an unknown source. One last caution for you...stay away from any extra marital situations...you will end up paying a big price for it. Hope this helps. God bless!!

[Parishmita123]

Thank you lex ji and chokra ji..
Can you analysed my child chart?
Is any problem with his longevity..m very much obesessed with him...to such extent that m scared to look at his face.
His health assurance will bring my anxiety down.. please help me.. check his chart once

[Lex]

Parishmita

As I already informed you through my analysis... you are born with this particular traits, nothing can be undone. You have to undergo. In this thread, I do see some Gyan been etc been given, but I'm not a bhajan mandali ( follower of some non-scientific gyans.. good for writings)… you have to refresh and recall Rmayan epic story.. as Sage Durvasa Curse on Bhagwan Vishnu.. subsequent avatars Bhagwan will be separated from his wife.. Maa Sita been Kidnapped and Bhagwan Rama has to fight it out himself to get back his wife.

Your traits at the time of birth cannot be undone. You take Prozac etc...will not help you to come out of Suicidal thoughts. You have to find out your own solution, how to minimize the thoughts... even you go for meditation/ yoga.. you practice there but when you are alone.. you go back to same vicious cycle.

You are free to spend money on all expensive remedies, ppl will recommend Gem Treatment, Aura treatment etc. But results will be zero

Regarding your son... I remember, skin specialist or dermatologist was treating a patient on Tinea Pedis ( fungal infection on the toes).It got remediated for the patient but again after a year patient came back to Dermatologist with same problem.. in medical it is called Relapsed phenomenon.
Root cause of relapse for Dermatologist has to be found out, he asked the patient.. did the patient waded through shanty water with bare foot or using a nylon socks or rubber heel shoes etc. Dermatologist found out the reason , why the relapse occurred, patient used to wear same socks repeatedly for 2-3 days. Patient was worried and enquired since relapse occurred , will Leprosy bacteria will affect him. Repeatedly, with dermatologist, every visit same question on Leprosy thrown to doctor, even after assurance from that dermatologist patient will not be affected by Leprosy bacteria till his life time, still patient went into a Phobia... of Leprosy will affect him


YOUR SITUATION IS LIKE THE ONE I gave an example. Think of Bhagwan Rama how he fouht to get back his wife, similarly you are the one has to fight back. Go to Motivational lecture, how to increase confidence etc.

Prozac will not help you in coming out from phobic disorders, nor any Japa/ Mantra etc.. Build your confidence on your own... go for swimming/ trekking/ para gliding etc. Be adventuristic

[Parishmita123]

Lex ji u are correct I am born with this trait..but I was able to control somehow my mind before my child was born but after his birth my mind become unstoppable I cannot stop thinking negative all the time.
My mind need assurance from a person whom my mind think he is person that I can trust..
Please review me somethin positive from my child chart
I will be always grateful..I wanted to personally contact you but no option available here.