My dear basab ji,
you spent hours trying to figure out what @#$% would mean, and in the mean time you lost the essence of my post.
Basab ji, I am 37 years old. I have put my ears to the ground for the past 30 years hearing every little rattle, trying to make sense of what this cycle of life is all about. In Kuja dasha my anger toward's god made me hate him. In Rahu Dasha I ignored him completely and came to the conclusion that he is impotent and can do nothing. In Guru dasha I re examined his method's and came to the conclusion that the " Law of Karma" is the only logical explaination for the happenings in this world.
I have every right to be angry with him Basab ji. I have seen misery at close quarter's. I have cried in helplessness, Not for me, But for other being's. I have felt their pain, I have watched being's die in misery. I have every right to be angry with him.
I was up jogging this morning when i saw a newly errected massive hoarding. The hording said that this years Dasara celebrations will be hosted by a organisation called " Jai hind friend's". The are only 4 committee members, all of them noted criminals. they are into everything, right from murder, smuggling, robbery, extortion, and off course running dance bars and prostitution rings. these "Honorable members" get to visit the temple every day for those 9 days and will be given a special darshan. A gang which runs a prostitution ring gets to be near a godess. What should I call god now ? Is society not making a mockery of him? What message is he sending to people ??? That he is ready to be entertained by thug's ???
My Guru called me a few days back at 12.30 in the morning. I was shocked to see his call, I asked him what happened. He said, did you watch the news??? I watched it at 19.00 last evening and I cannot sleep. Do you know who they made the "Muzrai minister" ( Minister in charge of all the temples in the state) ? what do you think ??? I was speechless, I said, sir " God is shameless" he said, "You are correct, there is no hope for us". This is God for you. what can I say ???
If he can let people assault women in the name of Hindu Dhrama with a banner like " Shri Rama Sene", indulge in acts of moral policing, Kill people in his name, bomb a few and maime them for life, reserve 72 virgin's for a terrorist, conduct a inquisition and kill thousand's in the process. Surely he is going to ignore my $%^&&.
Am I scared of him ??? Off course I am not. Why ??? If he entertains people who loot society, kill people, and loot him in return........ what can he do to me ??? I think he has a bigger wheel to grind. Basab ji, I am not scared of him in the least. Some times I am angry with him, Some times I hate him, Some time I laugh at him, Some times I cry for him, Sometimes I share a joke with him, But the last thing I will do is get scared of him. I know he is there and he is watching all this drama. I dont know if he will react at all. I just wish he will. I dont know why, No matter how angry I get, I still love him some where deep down. I dont know why, But I do.
Through hard work and spiritual practices, a person gets honor and dignity. The lazy one who puts in no efforts is like a fool who allows salt to be spilled on the wounds of his misfortunes. The idler depending only on fate, achieves nothing. - K.N.Rao ji