Although I have tremendous will power to tackle whatever is thrown at me I don't know how long it will last.will I always be in pits my whole life or will this ever change?

To be fair I don't have good relationship with both my parents.I was send to a bording school when in was 8-9yrs old(3rd grade) and have been living by myself all these 17yrs(I am 26 now).They never visited me in boarding school..ok maybe once a year to pay fees.so completely lost faith in ...

Yes not in a good relation with her..haven't spoken to her in a long time(like 3-4 yrs).

My details
Birthdate-02-06-1991
Time-22:10
Place-Nagercoil,India

Have Rahu Mahadasha running for a couple of years nothing has been working out for me the past few years but the most troubling thing is I have depression and my life has been in a loop and whatever I start gets stuck and doesn't ...